Monday, May 31, 2010

Dear Finals,

Please go easy on me. I didn't study as much as I should have. My life is too crazy for that! I've learned a lot during the school year, but I think the most important lessons couldn't have been taught in books. I've learned that; yes. People change. Promises break. People move on. But the one thing that matters is how you deal with it, and who's there to guide you on your very worst days. I've found real friends, and I've realized what I want. I don't know everything there is to know, but I'm learning. I may be wrong, but isn't all that more important than... Pythagorean theorem? Or.. mole conversions? Let's be honest here. I'm almost a Junior in high school. I need to learn things that will actually make a difference in who I am. I do have a thank you though. Thank you DGS for introducing me to people I'll never forget.

I just don't get it.

I know you like me. But why do I always feel like I fail you? Like, I'm not anything you want? I never feel like I mean anything to you when we talk. I'm just a bother. This hasn't always been true, but lately it has been. It's almost like you enjoy to make me feel badly about myself. I know you enjoy to confuse and bug me, but it's getting out of hand. You say we're never going to talk again after one week. What's up with that? I can't handle this.

Hello There, World :)

My name's Erin. This is where I'll write about my life. Enjoy.