Corruption Number Two.

Girl #3 likes Boy #3.
Boy #3 is a crazy fool who doesn't know anything about life.
Girl #3 is going nuts due to the actions of Boy #3.

Conclusion- Boys are stupid.

Corruption.

Girl #1 likes Boy #1.
Girl #2 likes Boy #1.
Boy #2 likes Girl #1.
Boy #1 likes ...no one...?

I have great friends.

And I'm a very blessed girl because they all put up with my nonsense and I wouldn't trade them for anything else in the world.

Meer.

:) I love life right now. When I "meer", even though it may be annoying, you'll know I'm happy :)

Everything's Okay.

I need to stop telling myself otherwise. Yeah, there will be days where I sit here and cry but I’m fine. I’m alive, and I’m breathing. I’ll get hurt, but that’s life. Things will get better. I’m a very lucky person and I need to stop trying to convince myself otherwise. God’s got a plan for my life, and I know the way things play out now is only because He has a purpose for my life. Hello, positive new Erin :)

So last night...

I had such a great time. SUCH A GREAT TIME OH MY GOODNESS. I love country music. Mix that with some great people that, some of which, I haven't even met before, and you get an amazing night with some amazing and hilarious people.

I'm such a lucky girl, who's blessed with great friends. Whether it be sitting at someone's house watching a movie, or going to a Rascal Flatts concert, I always have an amazing time.

It all sucks though because I feel like I have like 10 different groups of friends. (Not really, that was totally exaggerated lol) But I feel like it. I hate it because when I hangout with one group, I always wonder what all my other friends are doing and if they're angry or upset I'm not there. I can't please everyone. I'm only one person. But I feel like there's something I need to do, and I'm going to do it. I realize that someone along the way, or multiple people, will confront me about it and think that I'm ditching my friends to hangout with other people but it's okay because I know that's not true. I know that I'm just doing this for ME. I want these people in my life, and I'm putting them there. I will always love every single one of my friends, and the ones that don't know that aren't really my friends I guess.

Well. Off to church.

I think the way my life is headed right now is a good thing.

I know that this year is going to be tough with all the school work, but I feel like this year is going to be different. I just need to keep my focus, and keep my head above water. It’s easy to drown when I feel overwhelmed with school, speech, friends, family, etc. I need to make the time for people I never get to see, because I miss them and I really want to be closer to them as well as all the people I see and am close to already. I have to make some changes, so bear with me. I’m no where near perfect, but I have to do this for me. I love all of my friends, and it’s time I started showing some of them that.