I need to follow my heart.

It doesn't matter what anyone else says. The judgement that I might face doesn't matter to me anymore. I need to get out there, stop hiding in this shell I've created, and live my life. You are what makes me happy. You. Why is that hard to admit to myself? I like you, for everything you are. You make me feel like I'm not just another person on the planet. You make me feel like I'm not your average every day girl. I need to stop blocking myself from seeing that the happiness I've been wanting is sitting right infront of me. You've been there from the start. I'm sorry I've kept you waiting. You deserve someone much better than me. But I think this could work. I think we'd be great. And, you never know what could have happened unless you try. I can't promise to be perfect. I'll make mistakes. I'll get shy around you. I'm nervous. But yesterday, when the weather was terrifying, and I was in my church freaking out, all I kept thinking was how much I wanted to be with you. How you'd comfort me and make me feel better just by being there. I think it's time I gave this a shot. Gave us a shot.