I can't explain how much I dislike you right now. Everyone thinks you're so sweet and innocent, when you're not. Listen, I love you. I'd never deny that. I think you're awesome when we can hangout and not have to worry about anything. But honestly. Why would you do this to your best friend? Do you know how much she loves and cares for you? Do you even realize how lucky you are to have her? Yeah, that's right. YOU'RE lucky to have HER. It's not the other way around right now. You're being selfish and rude and not even caring about the people you 'care the most about.' Now, you're hurting me. I realize I have no chance with him anymore. But out of every single guy on the whole fricking planet, you have to choose him. Whatever. It's your life. Have a good one. Cause I'm done. I'm done pretending I'm okay with it. I never was, and I never will be. I just can't believe you. I know this is one small chapter of life, but this isn't how it's supposed to be. I have a suggestion for you; Think about other people before yourself. I've been doing it my whole life, and even though I want you happy, I don't want you happy with him.
What kills me is I'd never say ANY of that to your face.
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